The Tenth is the Announcement.

I wanted love, I needed love,
Most of all, most of all
Someone said true love was dead
And I'm bound to fall, bound to fall
For you
But what can I do?

Okay that song has nothing to do with this announcement. At all. It was just playing and I like that song so yep....

This is my tenth post!!!
That is also NOT the announcement. Kind of. It's pretty exciting though considering I made this blog on a whim but let's move beyond that now.

I decided where I'm going to college. (That's the announcement.)
I decided where I'm living for the next four years.
I figured out what state I'm going to be in and how far away I'll be living from my hometown. (2 hours and 15 minutes. Give or take.)
I will be going to Franklin Pierce University in Rindge, New Hampshire.

More factors than I can believe went into this decision. I am excited though. I can't wait.

Okay I'll give you one of my favorite factors for going to this college.
You've worn me down.
They are called the Ravens.
I love Edgar Allan Poe so being somewhere where the team is called The Ravens is more than I could ask for.

Downside?
Their colors are crimson and grey.
I have had the same school colors at every school I've gone to since elementary school. That is not an exaggeration. That is the truth.

Why is a raven like a writing desk?

Yours until the end of the internet,
Eiggam

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Que Sera, Sera.

I started out writing a new post. I was almost going to submit it. But then I got sick of it. I suddenly got sick of everything and all at once. I felt annoyed, hurt, and confused. These things happen and they aren't my favorite moments but they HAPPEN.
I used to write a lot differently on here than I do now. This blog is slowlyyyyy going back to those marvelous times. This is what a follower said a very long time ago:
"You have the wicked ability to make no sense and all the sense in the world at the same time. One can only be in awe of something brilliant like that. (Forgive the corny-ness, but hopefully I got my point across.)" -A
I wish I was still writing like that.

Have you ever wished so long and hard for something that it pains you to think about it? Because it's never showed up? Have you ever felt so many things that the words wouldn't come no matter how many times you put your blasted pen to the paper? Have you ever written something on a paper, be it a hope, a dream, a goal, only to rip the paper up and throw it away because you don't have a single clue to how you will get there from this spot right now?

I have, I have, I have, I have.

Days on days and weeks on weeks. Wishes on shooting stars to wishes on 11:11, to wishes on the very first star. And all for the same thing and all never coming true.

Have you ever floated by on a cloud for a day only to realize it was a thunder cloud and wish you had never been anywhere in the sky? I have.

Que Sera, Sera. Whatever will be, will be.

I remind myself daily of different things and I will be adding this one to that list.

Yours until the end of the internet,
Eiggam